LONG LONG TIME AGO!

Yeah, it's been a long time since I've posted here, but here I'm back! Okay, lots of things have happened, like: I do not have any vacations, and nobody reads this blog, so it kind of helps me not to update here, but I want it to remember how my days were, and it's fun having an online journal, I admit that sometimes I have a really good time reading my own blog. So, since the end of 2007, I was approved in all of the taken subjects, and I was able to go to the last year of college, and it really wasn't easy. Also, my french classes were good, and I passed it as well! So, as soon as classes were over, I started working as a trainee (or slave as you prefer, j/k) but it was good, b/c I got to learn bunch of stuff, and it kind of makes me feel like I'm doing something to my future. So, in January I didn't go anymore to this alcohol plant, I went to Recife and started working (as a trainee as well) in a microbiology lab, and it was fun, and was like the plant but in a smaller production, we did produce alcohol and compared all the stuff, specially the fermentation process. COOL! So, when I finished it, it was time to go back to college, to MY LAST YEAR OF COLLEGE! So, here I am, in that fuckin' city that I used to love, and now I hate, maybe because I'm too far from my g/f, hahaha! So, everything was up again. College, French, Graduation party, and I'm organizing our graduation party: me, marcelo and mariaugusta, and the party will be so much fun! Also, mariaugusta helped me to get a job as a trainee in a water and effluent analysis laboratory, and I got to learn so much stuff, well, my boss isn't very nice, and she uses to say bad things about me all of the time, but oh well, I'm patient and she's gonna have a baby in june, and now we're on May 14th, so it won't be long 'til she leaves! Yeah, so we're almost in the end of the semester. At college everything is going alright. I'll spend my college vacations in campina grande, because I have work to do.
But it's alright. I have big plans, and I'm fighting for them, I just won't tell it now, but I guess I'll be able to tell next year, so let's wait and see if they work out right. 7 MONTHS LEFT! ;)

mad

how mad am i? well, i'm extremelly mad right now! okay, here in brazil things are different, well, sometimes it's really different! we go to college here, but our parents still give us the money we need and all stuff like that! okay, it's just missing 1 year and 2 months until i get to graduate, THANKS GOD! Because i can't really understand my mother, and i just noticed she is full of angryness, and i don't really know why she had like 4 children if she only cares about 2! well, me and my younger sister are outta this list, because she never cares about us, welll i guess she cares a lot more about our cousins, and every other people but us! Well, lemme explain what happened: last friday i went to joao pessoa (my parent's house) and it was mine and isabella's anniversary (3 years 5 months together) and we wanted to go to mc donald's to get something to eat watching some movies, and then i asked my mother for this money and she started yelling at me, and she treated me extremelly bad, like if i meant nothing to her, but i didn't yell back at her nor answered, i just left home with a huge pain inside of me, like i really wanted to cry, to yell and all of these stuff together, but as i didn't do that, i felt even worse! So, she fucked up our anniversary! But it would be okay, if on the next day (saturday) she haven't gone with my cousin Sabino and his wife to have lunch, and they've spent something around R$300, and she didn't care at all.. So, why would she care about giving me R$11 to go to mc donald's?! Can anyone in this world explain me that?! That's why i can't really wait to go away, and I won't really care about family anymore, because there's no family to me! But okay, i felt really bad again writing these stuff, it's like if it was happening again, and I really don't wan't to pass through it again. Besides, as I've said before, there is just 1 year and 2 months left (THANKS GOD!) and as soon as possible I'll leave home, I PROMISE!

yay

yay! there are new plans, there are new stuff, there is a new idiom and all of these stuff! well, next year i'll probably graduate, and then i guess something new will be comming! I'm already planning, but i can't really say anything at all! I can't wait, in about 1 year and 3 months, i'll be already graduated and making a decision for a lifetime; It feels weird, it's like really good, scary, and a mix of those things. But if it really works, I guess it will be extremely great, I can't wait! ;]
Today i had a freaking test of physical-chemistry II, and it was kinda good, considering that most of the people sucked and i guess i didn't. And in about 1 hour, i'll take my french test, well, today is going to be the oral and the listening part, I hope i'll do well! say a pray for your dreams!

crazy weeks

well, these past weeks were just too crazy for me! like tonz of tests to do, and what not? like yesterday night i've had a test, and this morning i've had two! i'm going to joao pessoa now, i'm at the bus station right at a cyber, just to check out my orkut and my fotolog... and then i decided to put up what was going on with me... well, the i'll be free from college like on june 22nd, and on the 23rd i'll be going to sao paulo with my family, right on a family trip, and I'm sure everything is going to be so awesome! well, i can't wait to rest like the whole day, because these past weeks made me feel pretty tired! i'm going to joao pessoa in about 20minutes, and my time is almost over, so i better go! soon, i'll come over to tell how my grades were on me first semester of my 3rd year of college! i can't wait to finish the 3rd year and start my last year (2008)

ciaooo

disappointed

today i felt a little lonely... like, no one was there to share my feelings, to hear what I had to say. People here in Brazil, they never give a hand to someone who's needing, they're always trying to be better than you, to make you feel worse than them, things like that. I'm not that selfish, well I'm the opposite of it, I've tried to help some of the people in my class, like some poor people when they needed the money I used to land them some, and now they don't need it so they don't act, like, FRIENDLY at least. I know I could give much more of myself, study harder and get better grades, and AN ASSHOLE NAMED RODOLFO, just came to me today, and acted like if my grades were FUNNY, and he asked: "U think u're gonna be with us next year?" - Maybe he thought I was retarded, and I wouldn't feel that he was like LAUGHING so much in his interior, so I had to be a little rude, and tell him that if HE does, WHY CAN'T I? but well, someday I'll thank him for that, because that is incentivating me pretty hard to study and to take better grades then him. He used to be the STUPIDEST guy in our 1st year of college, and he thinks he's supperior now just because his grades are like 70%, well not that much I'd say... But now he'll have an enemy, or I must say, a two face friend, who'll act friendly but won't be his friend (just like stupid brazilians are!).. well, what can I do? THE WAR HAS JUST BEGAN! -NEXT EPISODES WILL BE HERE SOON! DON'T MISS IT!-

welcome 2007

well, we're already in the middle of march of 2007, but this is my first post! well, everything is alright, and too bad i didn't write more here, b/c i had so much stuff to write down here! well, right in the middle of january me, isabella, kenia and caue we took a trip to pipa, where we spent 2 days, and we had SOOO MUCH FUN! everything was alright, we took some walks and we got to see so many stuff we've never saw when in pipa! then, like in february i took a trip with my parents to jericoacoara, and we got to travel like 1,000 km around the northeast coast of brazil! we got to see so many beaches, spent some time in super-glamorous hotels, and stuff like that! it was pretty awesome, b/c i got to stay pretty close to my parents, and now we're getting along extremely well! then i got back, and me and isabella broke up like on the virgins parade... well, lemme explain that to u guys: it is like a party on the street, where people has to dress like the opposite sex, so if u're a guy u have to dress up like a girl, and so on... there are plenty of people, and me and isabella we ended up fighting and then i left her with her cousins and since then we broke up! it's been a month already, we've never been this long away from each other! well, but the good thing is that i got to travel with arthur and filipe to catole and meet some cool people, drink and have some fun up there! then i went to caico, and stayed in patyanne's house and we had so much fun! drank too much, partied a loooooot and met new people! dude, that was awesome, we were like crazies in the middle of the street! well, isabella found out i kissed a girl in catole (i can't understand how, STILL!) but we got over that, and WELL, WE WEREN'T GOING OUT ANYMORE! but i felt bad about that, b/c i still like isabella, i wish i didn't! well, when i was starting to feel bad, it was carnival time, so i felt better! then classes started, and i have many stuff to do but think about her! Oh well, there's nothing new at all! classes are doing okay, i just feel this year will be a lot harder than last year, but i'm givin' mah best! i won't go to the federal college, unless my grades are extremely well! I'm also taking some job tests, but it's a little hard to study for college and for these tests, but i'm still tryin! =]
well, i guess that's all! have you all a great life!

end of semester of UFCG

the semester just ended in the UFCG, i took 3 classes and on 2 of them i just passed and on the other one i guess i had some kind of problem with the teacher, who's a BITCH, so i'm kinda tryin' to fix everything up, but let's see how that's gonna end up like... i hope it's going to end up well, but we never know how things can end up.. well, the situation is: i'm really hating this house sometimes, because leonardo is fuckin' retarded now and he doesn't even talk to me anymore, and just tonight he went to camila's house, just where i was at, and he was like really mad at her because he asked her to take his friends' camara to caico (the city they're from) and she took it, but she only took it to his house on sunday, but she was supposed to take it on friday or something like this, so he went there and started complaining about that and then he left and we were just like WHOA! that was pretty ridiculous, but so what?! bruno is like a typical country guy, he doesn't talk that much, just listen to some retarded songs, typical interior guy... i don't really like that, but that doesn't really bothers me, eventhough the only conversation i have with him is like: hey, whats up? i guess that's all... today i feel like writing a lot so i guess this is going to be the biggest post here i've ever wrote, and also the one with most mistakes, well, that's because i just can't stop writing and as it is really bit i won't read it all to fix anything. I'm takin' two courses this week, one is about BIODIESEL and the other one is about BIOMATERIALS, the BIODIESEL one was the best one, but the BIOMATERIALS is not over yet, so let's see how it's gonna be tomorrow, huh? well, i don't have classes on the UFCG anymore, so i get to spend the whole afternoon at home, and i really wasn't used to that anymore, so at the beggining it was a little weird, but i'll only have it until the end of november, and then the new semester of UFCG is going to start, and I'll have classes until december 22, which sux a lot, that means: i'm going to spend my birthday overhere, instead of being home or with isabella, but so what, maybe i'll get to go to joao pessoa and just miss 2 days at school! =P i don't really know if i'll take finals (finals here mean: if we don't get like 70% in the classes we have to take finals, which sux! if you get to take finals that means that you weren't good to pass) so i hope i won't take it, but i'm not doing really well in physics, but there are 2 tests still, and i'll give my best for that! tomorrow i'm going to joao pessoa. Yeah, tomorrow is friday, the day i more expect to come in the week, and now is here. We are going to spend the weekend on my daddy's work, and i hope it'll be fun, well all we do overthere is eat and sleep, how can that be bad? lol well, i guess that's enough, i wrote so fuckin' much here, and i still feel like writing, so lemme write just a little more.. I am fuckin' mad because over here and in joao pessoa it is so hot during the day, gosh, i wish we had at least winter, fall or spring so we wouldn't feel hot the whole year, and that feels crazy sometimes, we can't see any difference so it seems that we are living the same month or day over and over again! i got so many things to do, some work about an industry visit, and now we have to make some work, like describing what we saw in this industry and stuff like that, SUX! I'll take like 4 tests next week, let's see how it's going to be, i'm so lazy these days! Oh Gosh!
I just spend like the whole afternoon overhere in the internet doing nothing, and then i look back the day that just passed and i get mad because i didn't get to do any interesting thing! I hate this feeling! but so what! i better go, ciao!