disappointed

today i felt a little lonely... like, no one was there to share my feelings, to hear what I had to say. People here in Brazil, they never give a hand to someone who's needing, they're always trying to be better than you, to make you feel worse than them, things like that. I'm not that selfish, well I'm the opposite of it, I've tried to help some of the people in my class, like some poor people when they needed the money I used to land them some, and now they don't need it so they don't act, like, FRIENDLY at least. I know I could give much more of myself, study harder and get better grades, and AN ASSHOLE NAMED RODOLFO, just came to me today, and acted like if my grades were FUNNY, and he asked: "U think u're gonna be with us next year?" - Maybe he thought I was retarded, and I wouldn't feel that he was like LAUGHING so much in his interior, so I had to be a little rude, and tell him that if HE does, WHY CAN'T I? but well, someday I'll thank him for that, because that is incentivating me pretty hard to study and to take better grades then him. He used to be the STUPIDEST guy in our 1st year of college, and he thinks he's supperior now just because his grades are like 70%, well not that much I'd say... But now he'll have an enemy, or I must say, a two face friend, who'll act friendly but won't be his friend (just like stupid brazilians are!).. well, what can I do? THE WAR HAS JUST BEGAN! -NEXT EPISODES WILL BE HERE SOON! DON'T MISS IT!-