WTF is wrong?!

I really wanna know whats wrong?! why my girlfriend acts mean to me, if she likes me, at least she says that, if i try to understand that she is sad because her granfather passed away like a week ago, and WHY IN THE WORLD SHE'S BEING MEAN TO ME?! that's all I wanna know, and I've tried to find out why she doesn't care about me, if I am in campina she says she misses me and whenever i get here in joao pessoa she just acts like, okay he's close to me now, but she does just nothing to see me, i mean, she does and all she does is wait me to get at her home, she doesn't even go to the bus station to wait for me nor anything... and she expect me to be always for her and do everything she expects me to do?! something is wrong, for real! I'm fuckin' mad and I feel like screaming now. She doesn't wanna do any hot stuff that couples do, she only cares about HER days, and that's fuckin' selfish! I can't take it that longer, I'm sick of it! I can't even talk to her about it! Something is telling me that it'll have an end soon! wish me luck! that's all i say! bye for now! peace out!

just another day

just another day... another normal day, and you must be asking yourself: '-what the fuck is a normal day for this dude?' - okay, i'll tell you what's a normal day for me. I wake up at 6am and get outta here at 6:30am and go down the hill, to the bus stop, and wait until somthing like 6:48am and the bus gets there. I get at college at like 7:08am (yeap! a little late for classes!) but teachers know that's the time the buses get there! okay, then i have classes until 12pm and I have lunch at college, and then rest a little overthere and go to the federal college by bus, there i work out a little bit, like from 3pm - 4pm and then I have to climb up the hill, that's a pretty good exercise, i'll tell ya (hahaha) and i get home, take a shower, watch some tv, eat something, come to the computer to check my mails ans then try to study... well, i don't really study everyday, i'll be lying if i say i do! hahahaha! then i go to bed at like 10pm and the other day everything start all over again! I get to go home on fridays and sometimes on thursdays, i mean, i get to go to joao pessoa, and there i have the best time ever, and i miss isabella so much, i really can't take it! i have to leave her everysingle weekend, and i wish i'd be there to spend some more time with her, well sometimes i wish i'd go to college overthere in joao pessoa, but i kinda like my life here in campina grande! well, thats pretty much how my day is... it's been a long time since i've updated this shit but anyways! you all have a great night! =] i'm going to have dinner now, so hungry! yummy in my tummy! =] ciaO