baby

I hope you'll understand someday why i'm doing all of these stuff... I'm sorry you're suffering, and you can't study for your tests.. I'm sorry for myself, i've been mean, but i also don't want that to me. Just do not forget we've been together this long because I truly love you as I've never loved anyone in my entire life. I just want you to know that I'm having a really bad time too, whenever I think I'm alone, whenever it's lunch time and my cell phone doesn't ring, whenever i go to bed and there's no one to call to say I love you, and when I don't listen to your voice, I just go crazy because there's nothing I can do without you. Who'll be there when everything seems to be wrong in my life? Who is going to make me feel better when I'm alone? Who's going to take care of me on the weekends? Who's going to watch movies with me at night, and complain why I'm quiet? Who's going to see me sleeping at night and then when i wake up tell me that I look like an angel sleeping? Whose heart will I hear beating? just answer me and I'll be fine even if we don't get back anymore!
with all of my heart,
u-no-who

okay

okay day! got home now for the weekend, i mean for these holidays! like, 4 day-weekend! how nice does that sound?! we got a new computer, and it looks damn cool, i'm lovin' it! kenia and katarina went to pick me up on the bus station, don't really know why, 'cause they never do that... but so what... no more news i guess, i just wanted to update this shit and to say that i'm alive... i also have to be sure that i'm alive, only b/c sometimes i forget about that! =]

i'll come back soon!