movin'

movin' can be hard sometimes! it's not that easy to accept everything that is commin' to me, and accept everything that people think it's the best thing to me! sometimes i'd like to walk with my legs, like, to control myself! because if i dunno whats the best to me, no one would know!
i just cried a lot today, 'cause i'm worried about my future! i'd like to be beside isabella til the rest of my life! i just don't like the idea of leavin' her again! i've already had a bad experience! i just wonder if someone would read what i think someday! i don't write here for these people, i write it to me! i'd like to remember how stupid i was someday, and to have some memories about my past! i might be a stupid guy right now, and i shouldn't be worried about changing, but i'm afraid, scaried and really worried about the future!

i'll come back from campina on friday! if God wants me to!

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