tuesday, december 27th 2005

dear diary,

fuck it all...

i need a new way to start it over... so let's try it again!

fuckin' bastards who come over to read this fuckin' crap, WELCOME TO MY LIFE! okay, okay... way too mean mr writer... and there's no chance so you better start writing what you have to say before forgeting it!
my life has changed and not too long ago i was writing here that i was afraid about college and about changing cities... and here we are, after like a school year, i'm completely alive, this year wasn't easy though... i've found some roomates, and then they were like making my life a living hell... i couldn't study at home at all, they used to make lots of noisy, they were like monsters and after all, they didn't even study... so, they're bunch of badasses. I tried hard after a college semester to study more, and it kinda worked out... my grades increased quite a lot, but for some subjects it was a little late, 'cause i already had bad grades on the beggining... and only now i got the rhythim, and i know how things work out at college, and i might say i'm glad now, rather late then never!

remembering this year of 2005:

*Love : the only person i loved this year was isabella(this includes my family, but i'm talking about girlfriends okay u asshole! lol), and i'm even happier with her...

*Studies : it was pretty strange at the beggining... living alone, going to college, didn't know anybody... lots of different situations, lots of things to learn... and okay, i didn't learn how to make a really delicious food, most of things were already ready, 'cause i really didn't have the time to cook or to do anything else

*Work : i got a new job (okay, as a treinee but it is still a job!) and i'm still learning a lot. Well i forgot to say but i'm working on an alcohol plant and i'm not an alcoholic! ;)

*Trips : i didn't travel as much as i wanted, but i had some pretty interesting moments in Pipa, a precious beach here in brazil with my family and my girl. i also traveled a lot, like, every week i traveled like 200 miles, from Campina to Joao Pessoa and then back to Campina... great trip! fine!

*Health : I thought i would eat healthier but it didn't work out for this year, so%2